Disillusioned-One

"You can't keep doing this." Like hell I can't. Drug addled and oversexed, I'm hardly awake while you talk to me. Cities and landmarks go by that I don't even notice, doing eighty down the California coastline, going home, playing shows on the way. "I've been there, you know," Yeah, when we first met. You were beautiful and fucked up, high on whatever they were giving out, and you loved me. For that one night you loved me more than anyone else and we've been inseparable ever since. Of course, now you're clean, now you can tell me how far I've fallen. You were there. You are here. I am there. Hello world. Did you miss me? We didn'

While it was wonderful to see him so happy, I wanted to know what it was like, and it hurt me to watch what I wanted to badly unraveling without care to my feelings.  Dave peeked innocently over Jade's shoulder and crawled catlike over to me, flicking my hair with a finger chipped with black nail polish.  I laughed and returned the gesture, sending strands of black hair into his eyes.  He shook his head and sat back on his legs, looking quizzical and smiling.  I laughed.  He looked so catlike, graceful and happy.  I think it had been months since I had seen him this happy.  He wrapped his arms around me, rested his head on my shoulder.  He wa